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LİTTLE LETTERS

dear summer holiday

i know you don't love me too.you are the most boring summer holiday in my life..4 months..ahhhww

dear nutella

i don't care about what dad said. i still love you i can even eat you at midnight

dear little cats

thank you for making me happy. i don't wanna leave you. toparlak surat come with me to istanbull..

dear friends (who made me terribly sad) :

when i think about you i hate myself cause i don't know why i still love you. please this year try to be kind to me and care about me ( it shouldn't be so hard)

dear friends (who make me so happy) :

thank you for everything! i love you so so so much. when i think about you i feel so happy and exciting and i can't understand myself why i should be friends with other people.

dear teachers

love me !

dear öss

i already hate you. please leave us alone this year i don't wanna think about you

dear topshop

please be cheaper

dear dustin o'halloran

thank you for making me more relax i love your musiccc

dear dad

look! my birhday is 27th august...and i want a polaroid camera ... just sayingg...

dear england

i can't come to you.. you come to me

dear neighbor

PLEASE STOP CUTTİNG OUR TREES!! ARE YOU MAD OR SOMETHİNG

AHHH

dear red

you are not just a colour for me. i love you ...love love love love

dear me

please be a little bit self-centered. don't think about other people so much.

special things

okey! i was so upset these days(maybe still i am)and i couldn't think about any positive thing.And now i am in Yalova(summer place :S)and it's getting worse.i can't do anything in here..just reading jane austen.(i just want to go leeds but i can't so i become more depresive..)
But today i decided to thing about good things
i want to create some special thing about me and my friends
okey! first thing is Gingerbread men





Aren't they looking delicious? but mine will be cinnamon men cause i don't like ginger:( :).But i like this shape(cuteee) and 'ginger' word (umm weird?)

And secondly Breakfast at Tiffany's

I love Audrey Hepburn so so so much. And i love Breakfast at Tiffany's (actually my favorite Audrey movie is Roman holiday♥ )

I want this film to be special for me and my friends gülce and tugce♥

And i want Holly Golightly to be in our life.

I love everything in this movie even Mr. Yunioshi.

3rd

Jane Austen

we decided to read her all book (i am reading Emma right now)And we are gonna discuss the books ...maybe gossip about character.(we already start talking about emma's extremely boring dad..god! why he can't just die? ahhhh)

mm yeah for now that's all. I will find more 'special things' and i will add here.

And lastly today i decided ! I want to be a cooker and making cakes.Yes i really want it.Cause it is an amazing feeling.(today i made a raspberry strawberry cake ♥ it made me soo happy)

A Man And A Cat

Today i was going to somewhere and i saw something so beautiful, an amazing moment.
In one of the back street i saw a man ( he should be 25-28 years old) he was holding a cat in his arms ( he was looking so protective) i think the cat is a street cat but she was really beautiful one. And than cat started to look the man but like a girl who fell in love with the man. And he smiled the cat (okey i know i can't tell this moment in english i am so bad! sorry) If i can hear the cat's thoughts i can tell you that this moment is the best moment in her life♥. It was just so beautiful.Both of them were so happy. It is just more than a cat and a man. Their relationship was so different.

And i realised that it is a 'the moment' 'a very special moment'.I am so glad that i could see that♥

yeah new life?

In these days i reliased that i always try to make other people happy (mostly my friends). When i suggagest something they are always disagree, always want to do something easy (just go somewhere near the school or even don't go just go to home and sit!)(our school is on the most popular street of the city but they just want to go to a stupid cafe) they always do opposite things. And today it happened again ( i wanna tell the whole story because i am still very angry but i won't )
why they are self-center and i am not why i always try to make other people happy but i am always sad and why they don't think my feeling and and why i am the only person who wants to do something interesting
and now! i decided !
i want to change my life right? okey ! so from now if i don't wanna do something i won't.
i will do my plans for my friend(twin♥) not with whole group
i will make my rules i don't care other people
i will discover new things

okey i know this is a very depressive starting but it is because i am so angy and i can't express myself enough maybe i can delete this then cause this is my 'start new life' blog (it should be a happy blog)
or maybe i won't delete and i can see the change .

and this is the last day of school . i am happy and sad. sad cause i love my school and friends(yeah these self-centered kids) happy cause i can do something new (i hope so) and improve myself .

don't be depressed ! i am starting a new life
but these is a very bad starting for blog. sorry. i should write when i am happy :(

my friday:
freeday! . prize? . whole!! . mat=3 . still happy . smile . self-center(no more)fridens . twins . school . still summer plans